*rumblegrumble*

I'm just laying down on my bed because according to my health service nurse, I need all the rest I can get.

I kinda wanna get up though and get some breakfast in my tummy. It's been growling since ten or something.

But I am feeling soo much better that I am considering of starting work today! Going to La Granada Elementary School and seeing my kiddies is enough to keep me going. It was enough for me yesterday too but I don't want to get anyone else sick. These sniffles and coughs are my own burden to bear. :-)

Grilled cheese sandwich here I come! :-d

Midterms...

Ugh the time where I have to stay up late for study sessions and try to cram so much into my head until I feel like I can explode! I swear they expect us to know so much and yet in so little time to do it!

The only good thing about this week is no English class, I start work tomorrow with my lil kiddies, and I just need to worry about passing biology. Can you say headaches?

I just want to get this over with because sickness and midterms are not really what I would call as fun. I would like to see someone tell me that is fun, so I can convince them otherwise... Or just punch them in the face. Whichever comes to my head first.

And with halloween just around the corner I am hoping to get all better! Parties, laughter, and more good times. :)

Lost and Found

Things, people included, can disappear out of your life within the blink of an eye. I should know... I have seen it many times with friends and with artifacts (like my favorite socks, my Esmerelda watch I got when I passed the third grade, a pair to another pair of shoes). But when something that you have deemed a lost cause comes back to you, like it has with me, it gets me all hopeful and cheery for some weird reason.

Like my Winnie the Pooh keychain. I lost his cute little bucket and he has been naked for at least a good week or 2. And just a couple seconds ago as I was locking up my car and ready to go to class his little blue plastic bucket stood out like a sore thumb against the midnight blacktop. I felt as though it was waiting there all along, and was just waiting for me to save it from further tire marks and people stepping on it.

It gave me a sense of happyness... Like it was something that was bound to me and no matter how lost it would get it would find it's way back to me one way or another.

Makes me stay hopeful that those I have lost touch with will slowly intertwine their threads back with me. After all, no matter what has happened we are still combined one way or another.

**sniff*sniff*cough**

Ugh sickness. It is never a good time for me to be sick like this. Especially since I have homework and not to mention glee/enchilada cooking tonight alongside with horrible kareoking and much more fun times with ppl.

And my school are like vultures when a student is sick. They will lock you up in quarantine like the movie Quarantine. I don't have rabies or something, just a little sore throat.

And i've got all the essentials: tissues, warm blankets, and pills pills pills. Let's hope it works :-/

Ps: while I was googling for a pic to show sickness every other one that popped up was either a pregnant woman or a skull. Weird huh?

Conflictions

Ugh! It's just not fair! Just when I find a new job I have to consider turning it down! And the reason that I say it isn't fair is because I love working with children, but my heart is where elementary kids are at! I just love their cute innocent faces. And the middle school children are well not so innocent. I'm not sayin that they are bad kids, they sure look like a good bunch. I just don't feel the connection that I would feel whenever I worked with the elementary school kids. I guess innocence just comes easier to me...
The point for this blog: I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place :-/. I'll just see where this goes.

Theblahblahstudyoflifeblahto...

I just passed all morning in Biology only to have everything go in one ear and out the other. Basically I just need a good nights sleep. And flu season flying around is not helping me since I easily succumb to sickness. :-/
The only thing that kept me awake was Rosie passing notes about food to me. I sure am hungry!!! :)

日本語

These are the only letters phrasing through my head rite now. I have a test tomorrow for Japanese. And instead of doing other sets of homework I'm just locked up in my room with katakana in one hand and hiragana in the other hand. Not that I'm complaining I love Japanese! Can't wait to go back to Little Tokyo in downtown LA! I feel as though I'm one step away from where I am gonna go one day! :)

Labor Time

My biology lab has to be the most demanding class that I have ever written for this quarter of school. Microscopes and test tubes and beakers o my! And the funny thing about it is that for this class you have to know what you are writing about! And yet I still wing it. Oh the curse of being a good b.s.er. Apparently these skills take even more skill to take a calm step toward fluffing the paragraphs.


And on a quick side note: I got this app for on-the-go blogging. Get ready for many more posts!! :)

Tardy!

I was hoping of posting this on monday afternoon, but japanese and fun times got in the way. Such is the pathetic excuse of the procrastinator. Well on ward to my blog!
Its about what i should be majoring in because i do this way too frequently! Babysitting...
i love it! Especially this weekend! My nephew was everything a baby should be and more. He never once cried for mommy and slept by my side (in odd angles i should add). I felt like a mommy myself from time to time.
And speaking of single mothers i honestly do not know how they do it. How a mother can be taking care of her child, maintaining a clean home, as well as taking on a job to support her child. Power to the women out there that have to go through this everyday! I feel as though women have the ability to do this, but it is better to have someone by your side to go through it. It takes off some of the much applied stress that goes on in their lives I bet. Well to conclude my very busy weekend, something tells me that my sister aint doing this anytime soon, nor do i think does nemo... shame im gonna miss that little booger. =)

Almost there...

October!!! Wow! Halloween! I would have never thought that the day would come so soon! The only way i see it as is taking it one day at a time. Only two more months and then we hit December. What's going on in December? O just a couple of things:

MY BIRTHDAY! 20 YRS Young! Bye Bye Teen years!
Winter Vacation
Mexico!
Christmas
New Family Members :)
My Friend is having a baby!
End of ENGLISH 113!
Party party party! lol

But thats about it. Nothing much but December is the month that i ALWAYS look forward to, not just becasue its my birthday, but also because its the end of an old year and the beginning of a new. A new time to begin and see the flowers bloom, the new years resolutions, and breaking them like i always do. :P
Trust me when i say, focusing your life on a certain time makes everything else go away much faster, which is something i have to learn to NOT do! lol